sediakah aku?kamu?

past few posts i've been so emo, i knew..i can't help my self. so i've put them down. its time to forget. and forgive :)

actually few days ago, after my maghrib prayer, i've asked HIM to help me, i dun know what to do.
i open my new pink translation quran and comes to dis ayat:

"Allah tidak suka kepada perkataan-perkataan buruk yang dikatakan dengan berterus-terang (untuk mendedahkan kejahatan orang); kecuali oleh orang yang dianiayakan. Dan (ingatlah) Allah sentiasa Mendengar, lagi Maha Mengetahui. "(148)

"Jika kamu melahirkan sesuatu kebaikan atau menyembunyikannya atau kamu memaafkan kesalahan (yang dilakukan terhadap kamu), maka sesungguhnya Allah adalah Maha Pemaaflagi Maha Kuasa." (149)

i'd cried. i just realized wut i've done. even i've been betrayed but its still wrong..then here comes another ayat from Him randomly for me that nite :

" Maka Tuhan mereka perkenankan doa mereka (dengan firmanNya): Sesungguhnya Aku tidak akan sia-siakan amal orang-orang yang beramal dari kalangan kamu, samada lelaki atau perempuan, (kerana) setengah kamu (adalah keturunan) dari setengahnya yang lain; maka orang-orang yang berhijrah (kerana menyelamatkan agamanya) dan yang diusir keluar dari tempat tinggalnya dan juga yang disakiti (dengan berbagai-bagai gangguan) kerana menjalankan agamaKu dan yang berperang (untuk mempertahankanIslam) dan yang terbunuh (gugur Syahid dalam perang Sabil), sesungguhnya Aku akan hapuskan kesalahan-kesalahan mereka dan sesungguhnya Aku akan masukkan mereka ke dalam Syurga yang mengalir di bawahnya beberapa sungai, sebagai pahaladari sisi Allah dan di sisi Allah jualahpahala yang sebaik-baiknya (bagi mereka yangberamal soleh). "(195) 

i'd cried harder. while waiting for my sister to pick me home, i waited at the courtyard, its dark, with tears, then come 2 pretty gals with long hijab passes by me with smile on their faces. its dark guys! but i can see them smile at me. i am afraid.

is dis hidayah? i am a bad girl. dats why im afraid. and he give me those two ayat randomly dat nite with two gals smile in the dark? seriously, i'd cried all nite long. so afraid. i will change, slowly, get set and go for it inshallah :) 

"yang tertutup dan terlindung itu lebih indah dan berhikmah. 

renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal ♥"

p/s: stop talking about the heaven and hell if you know what u'd done is wrong but you still did it. go taubat first than all your nasihat is worth it to you and them :) 

4:110

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And whoever does a wrong or wrongs himself but then seeks forgiveness of Allah will find Allah Forgiving and Merciful.

4:111

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And whoever commits a sin only earns it against himself. And Allah is ever Knowing and Wise.

4:112

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But whoever earns an offense or a sin and then blames it on an innocent [person] has taken upon himself a slander and manifest sin.

4:113

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And if it was not for the favor of Allah upon you, [O Muhammad], and His mercy, a group of them would have determined to mislead you. But they do not mislead except themselves, and they will not harm you at all. And Allah has revealed to you the Book and wisdom and has taught you that which you did not know. And ever has the favor of Allah upon you been great.