Happy mommy's day to myself♥

Salam.
Ah. So tomorrow dah mother's day lah kan?
Untung jadi mak, ade hari special for us..ko hado?
Actually i was a bit sad..cuz i know im not a good mom,
I can't provide basic things pun for my kids..kemal and nani.
Kids,
I am so sorry.
My bad.
We don't have a house,
I can't afford to hire people to jaga them, when im away to classes,
And we have to be so far from each other.
It's hard mann..
but
I know..my kids, they are stronger then other kids.
I know..they are brilliant..
Walaupun kekurangan segala macam..
But ALLAH said once "dia akan menguji untuk menaikkan darjat kita"
Kids, ALLAH love us so much.
bear in him.
Insha allah, everything gonna be so much meaningful one day
Insha allah,in the future, we can be proud of who we used to be today!
Sikit lagi, nk amik diorg balik..sangat dah tak sabar rasenye =_=
Dah rindu sangat! Bila call diorg kat kampung, diorang bergaduh-gaduh nak cakap..hurmm adik dah start pandai cakap! Nak nanges mengenangkan diorg..cepat betul masa berlalu..dorg membesar dengn cepat..walaupun tak kat depan mata, but i know they are in the right hand
So, sebagai persediaan, fiey dah plan banyak gila activity business untuk mulakan hidup baru..tgh kumpul duit untuk sewa umah before dapat kerja tetap nanti♥
Alhamdulillah, banyak jugak benda yang fiey tak perlu nk pening sangat tentang anak-anak sebab perjanjian ngan ayah diorg, nak sediakn ape yg patut.
Selain tuh..fiey dalam perancangan nak bukak "the fun & awesome shop" dedicated to my kids♥ masih dalam peringkat proposal and cari potential funder..alhamdulillah, de funder yg betul berminat pun..cuma..business plan kena mantopkan lagi baru boleh start..tak nak lah separuh jalan kan..so masih lagi mengkaji :D
On day, i wanna open "the fun & awesome kids" pulak..dadicated to all mommies yg macam fiey nih..fiey nak tolong semua mommies yg perlukan bantuan..insh allah..first thing first..fiey kena bantu dulu diri sendiri..barulah impian fiey boleh direalisasikan.
Fiey tak kisah orang nak cakap "fiey selesikan benda dengan duit"
Yup! duit jer boleh bantu kita.
Cinta tak boleh bantu, satu hari cinta akan curang. lol :p
Duit tak curang :D
Duit takde, boleh cari,
antara malas dengan rajin.
Cerdik atau kurang cerdik.
Bagi fiey kalau perlu meminjam i will go for it, tapi kita kena pastikan dulu..
Adakah pinjaman kita tu pinjaman yang baik? (I will write about i sooon, insha allah)
Oleh sebab fiey ade mcm-mcm ideas, tapi modal takde,
macam lembu takde tali..
Macam ade kereta, tapi tak mampu nak isi minyak..
Rugi..sebab tuh fiey decided to find funder, they can use my idea :D
So tungguuuuuuuu!
Insha allah, i'll try my best to change my life for the kids..
Give them what they supposed to get.
I give my self 2 years! Yakin!
Ps/ bila dah jadi emak-emak nih, kau sanggup mati demi anak-anak..macam ade super power..supermak!